Well what I'm trying to say is that I have trouble thinking about stuff I want to draw but usual when I find my idea and try to draw it they don't really seem to tranfer well on my paper and it gets me mad I just want to explode sometimes -_-
Sometimes I think that I really DO need a vacation from here I have so many bad memories where I used to live in this state and I just want to go far far away though I don't live in the area anymore the memories still haunt me in my dreams so it makes it hard to forget.......ugh it makes me even more madder so .._-_
Yeah.......